... waiting to be awaken

A step follows another step and a turn follows another turn and every choice you make in following a direction, would mostly determin you to choose the same direction the next time you face the same intersection.
So watch over your choices, 'cause the choice of today will be choice of tommorow and once there's a road in the middle of the field, the other roads(be it the good or the bad ones) are now covered with grass, 'cause no one has choosed to walk along them anymore. So after a while what will it be? A forgoten path or a road you're so used to walk on (be it a good or bad one).

But now you know, now you know you can't come back on your own from the dream you choose to believe it's reality, even if you know it's a dream and a lie. You wonder what's reality anymore, when all your fellings are telling you that where you are now it feels good and safe, so it's real.

But the pain, is the pain the only "kick" that can bring you to reality?
But you know you'll never hurt yourself just so you can find out that your dreaming and that you have to feel pain to know it's real and when you feel no pain anymore, you'll have to feel it again so you would awake from the other dream, because with every step and every lie, you've chosen to dream in another dream and in another dream, and in onther dream.

I wonder who will be the one to awaken me, cause i know where i am, but i also know i can't go back on my own and i can only go farther into the deep dream. I'm dreaming.

But who's the one i have to awaken? Have i cared and listened?

In the end, everything only proves that i'm only waiting ... to be awaken.